Wednesday, November 21, 2012

or how i learned to love the bomb

your hair's on fire, you must have lost your wits, yeah?

Friday, November 19, 2010

pumpkin soup

the lights are on and someone's home
i'm not sure if they're alone
there's someone else inside my head
living there too fills me with dread

this paranoia is distressing
and i spend most of my nights guessing
are we not, are we together?
will this make our lives much better?

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

all dressed up for

i pack my suit in a bag
i'm all dressed up for prague
i'm all dressed up with you
all dressed up for him too
prepare myself for a war
before i even open up my door
before i even look out
i'm pissing all of my bullets about

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

bittersweet adeline

it's a picture perfect evening and i'm staring down the sun
fully loaded, deaf and dumb and done
waiting for sedation to disconnect my head
or any situation where i'm
better off than dead

Thursday, July 29, 2010

i saddled up my pony right

"and if you think i've gone too long
listen the sky will sing this song
as it burns up all the memories
that flow like water out of me."

Sunday, June 27, 2010

rainy town

"i'm sentimental so i walk in the rain
i've got some habits even i can't explain
i go to the corner, and i end up in spain
why try to change me now?

i sit and daydream, i got daydreams galore
cigarette ashes
there they go on the floor
go away weekends
leave my keys in the door
why try to change me now?

why can't i be more conventional?
people talk, and they stare
so i try
but that can't be, cuz i can't see
my strange little world just go passing me by

let people wonder, let 'em laugh let 'em frown
you know i love you
'til the moon's upside down
don't you remember?
why try to change me now?"

everything worn is/was free:
clown skin dimbula(?) rose lucky board
new hair from BC322 lucky board exclusive pink color (ty hempy)
dilly dolls lexia parasol white
momo previous group gift dress in, you guessed it, pink.

shot at creamshop/rainy town

Saturday, June 26, 2010

rabbit in yr headlights

"the only thing that burns in hell is the part of you that won't let go of life, your memories, your attachments. they burn them all away. but they're not punishing you. they're freeing you of your soul. so, if you're frightened of dying, and you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. but if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the earth."

whippet & buck bustier in black discounted fatpack at some point
ferdinand tattoo from [TH] the habitat from 50L friday i believe
com des inspired easter bunny hat old gift(?) from (royal blue)
mynerva geekgasm hunt gift skin & shape & lashes
tekuteku soap hair in mint current group gift
atomic leggings from previous group gift
surf couture black flats previous group gift
miasnow eyes gift or hunt prize

shot at nodari mainstore

Thursday, May 6, 2010

here comes the fear

it's almost my birthday again. call it serendipity, i did a unicorn post my last birthday... here i am in another unicorny moment. linked the unicorns last birthday post as well, i'll use a different song this year. i dunno if i'm a sea ghost really, probably more like a land ghost, but definitely ghosting out. i shot this aimed up at the sky because the background in the sim wasnt working for me, did one processing tweak in picnik and i really like how blazingly bright but at the same time muted it turned out.

worn: illusions unicorn horn, miel necklace previous 50L friday item, leezu pants, cupcakes swimsuit/bra top previous easter hunt gift, imabee skin previous group gift, exile freebie hair kyanna in harlow blonde, plastik blind prim eye previous gift of some sort.

Monday, April 12, 2010

rose tinted glasses

lost in the pixel flowers again
there's no home for me here...go away.

worn: lamb hair, acid & mala leggings, /me mouthtag, shampoo bead necklace, glam affair skin

i'd like to think that all of this constant interaction is just the kind to make you drive yourself away. each simple gesture done by me is counteracted and leaves me standing here with nothing else to say. completely baffled by a backward indication that an inspired word will come across your tongue. hands moving upward to propel the situation have simply halted and now the conversation's done.
i'm only waiting for the proper time to tell you that it's impossible to get along with you. it's hard to look you in the face when we are talking so it helps to have a mirror in the room. i've not been really looking forward to the performance but there's my cue and there's a question on your face. fortunately i have come across an answer which is go away and do not leave a trace.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

april showers

bring may flowers.
i love scribble.
this jumper makes me excited for springs arrival in a way that hadn't even hit me yet irl.

...this is the definition of my life
lying in bed in the sunlight
choking on the vitamin tablet the doctor gave in the hope of saving me
in the hope of saving me

walked in the corner of the room
a junkyard fool with eyes of gloom
i asked him time again
take me in and dry the rain...

("it's good."..."i know.")

worn: scribble april showers jumper exclusive to the spring bazaar, fuel coco hair in blonde, tyranny skin, sanu tiny little mouth flower hunt gift from the spring bazaar, vive9 eyes from previous freebie bag bonanza

Monday, March 29, 2010

hysterical coloUrblindness

having long since given up on the humans in second, not to mention first life, most of what i do in world is stand around lucky chairs sorting my hoardings. i know every fashionista can relate to the feeling of having "just one more folder" to sort before you log, pee, drink, or leave to do something else. which easily results in hours spent just..staring at a tee shirt waiting for the texture to rez. i have taken my sorting cues from miss radio who is very wise, and has her stuff arranged by colo(u)rs. staring at the monitor at 4 am trying to discern if a tee shirt qualifies as blue or purple or brown or white or grey or black has become my biggest complaint. ask ban, ask tazzy, i have been known to rant in twelve dozen offline messages about how my eyes are bleeding because i can't pick between the pink or purple folder for a piece of pixel clothing. i'm beginning to think there are cultural and personal distinctions in color persons blue is anothers purple. white actually means beige to some people. grey is good enough to be black for most. me? i'm anal. i would never deny the fact. at the end of the night at least i can laugh at myself for actively becoming annoyed at color conflicts in my sorting. and anyway, you can always just tint yr pics in picnik to be any hue of the rainbow. this post is just as meaningless as the distinctions in color labeling. yay!

so, while the picture here looks like what *I* would call beige or brown, the clothes in world are actually all white. yay! absence of color. one of the easier to decide upon folders for.
worn: oyakin group gift skirt, ohmai tube bra, tiny bird sleepless hair, lara skin, fairytail bracelet, epoque/mpb the white rose necklace

relevant, per "sleepless"

Thursday, March 25, 2010

new york new york

i won't go back
indelible reminder of the steel i lack
i gave you seven years
what did you give me back?
a jaw-grind disposition to a panic attack

worn: cupcakes summer shorts, twosome tee, katat0nik hair, imabee skin group gift, glow studio tears, rc cluster hanky, a.y.y. chucks camping prize (in like 8 colors too), pig mit suspenders 50L friday item

[...this is like a youtube response video, except i'm responding to miss jennywrenling's Closet Explosion blog and her recent posts, first with an old soul coughing song and more recently with settings from new york city.]

Saturday, March 13, 2010

i'm a lucky man

happiness, more or less
it's just a change in me
something in my liberty

happiness, coming and going
i watch you look at me
watch my fever growing
i know just where i am.

all clothes Ayumi from the new dollarbie store above enkything's, Leafy 50L st. pat's skin, tattoo lucky by GrungeInk, elf ears from Gauged COTB hunt gift, past group gift hair from Tekuteku, Schadenfreude collar previous hunt gift.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

walls, 1, (2), and 3

i have officially decided not to even attempt to be second-life relevant in my posts. i do love these new leafy skins though. blushingly adorably smexeh.

and all around your island
there's a barricade
it keeps out the danger
it holds in the pain
sometimes you cry
half of me is ocean
half of me is sky