Wednesday, March 31, 2010

april showers

bring may flowers.
i love scribble.
this jumper makes me excited for springs arrival in a way that hadn't even hit me yet irl.

...this is the definition of my life
lying in bed in the sunlight
choking on the vitamin tablet the doctor gave in the hope of saving me
in the hope of saving me

walked in the corner of the room
a junkyard fool with eyes of gloom
i asked him time again
take me in and dry the rain...

("it's good."..."i know.")

worn: scribble april showers jumper exclusive to the spring bazaar, fuel coco hair in blonde, tyranny skin, sanu tiny little mouth flower hunt gift from the spring bazaar, vive9 eyes from previous freebie bag bonanza

Monday, March 29, 2010

hysterical coloUrblindness

having long since given up on the humans in second, not to mention first life, most of what i do in world is stand around lucky chairs sorting my hoardings. i know every fashionista can relate to the feeling of having "just one more folder" to sort before you log, pee, drink, or leave to do something else. which easily results in hours spent just..staring at a tee shirt waiting for the texture to rez. i have taken my sorting cues from miss radio who is very wise, and has her stuff arranged by colo(u)rs. staring at the monitor at 4 am trying to discern if a tee shirt qualifies as blue or purple or brown or white or grey or black has become my biggest complaint. ask ban, ask tazzy, i have been known to rant in twelve dozen offline messages about how my eyes are bleeding because i can't pick between the pink or purple folder for a piece of pixel clothing. i'm beginning to think there are cultural and personal distinctions in color persons blue is anothers purple. white actually means beige to some people. grey is good enough to be black for most. me? i'm anal. i would never deny the fact. at the end of the night at least i can laugh at myself for actively becoming annoyed at color conflicts in my sorting. and anyway, you can always just tint yr pics in picnik to be any hue of the rainbow. this post is just as meaningless as the distinctions in color labeling. yay!

so, while the picture here looks like what *I* would call beige or brown, the clothes in world are actually all white. yay! absence of color. one of the easier to decide upon folders for.
worn: oyakin group gift skirt, ohmai tube bra, tiny bird sleepless hair, lara skin, fairytail bracelet, epoque/mpb the white rose necklace

relevant, per "sleepless"

Thursday, March 25, 2010

new york new york

i won't go back
indelible reminder of the steel i lack
i gave you seven years
what did you give me back?
a jaw-grind disposition to a panic attack

worn: cupcakes summer shorts, twosome tee, katat0nik hair, imabee skin group gift, glow studio tears, rc cluster hanky, a.y.y. chucks camping prize (in like 8 colors too), pig mit suspenders 50L friday item

[...this is like a youtube response video, except i'm responding to miss jennywrenling's Closet Explosion blog and her recent posts, first with an old soul coughing song and more recently with settings from new york city.]

Saturday, March 13, 2010

i'm a lucky man

happiness, more or less
it's just a change in me
something in my liberty

happiness, coming and going
i watch you look at me
watch my fever growing
i know just where i am.

all clothes Ayumi from the new dollarbie store above enkything's, Leafy 50L st. pat's skin, tattoo lucky by GrungeInk, elf ears from Gauged COTB hunt gift, past group gift hair from Tekuteku, Schadenfreude collar previous hunt gift.