Saturday, December 26, 2009

forgive me father christmas, for i have sinned

i remember being 18 and drunk in the snow in montreal, trying to find a way back to the holiday inn with my best friend at the time. after pitchers of sangria and hours of giggling about the fact that we could drive all the way to canada and still only get hit on by creepy mexican dudes we stumbled out of the peel street pub and started drifting into snowbanks on the sidewalks. we ended up on a bench at a bus stop on catherine street, pretending it was normal to wait in a snowy seat for a bus that wasn't even coming. that was almost ten years ago, and i feel incredibly old. at least i've given up the bottle, hopefully for was getting tedious having to explain random bruises and how i got into a terrible argument with a tree in brooklyn in another instance. that being said it was still fun to watch my virtual self stumble around with the Abranamations advent calendar 'drunk ao' (includes gigantic head sized bottle of merlot). i find with a series of really great animations there's no need to use individual poses, and these are two of my favorite candid moments from what i snapped.

other festive things worn include: Tiny Bird Merritt hat hair for girls in candy red previous 50L friday item, ~Scribble~ gift tag group Christmas gift, Eolande's mistletoe headband free Christmas subo gift, Terri Tees Ho Cubed shirt, Surf Co. yoga pants previous 50L friday set, A.Y.Y. Yah Yah chucks in Hurricane black (free camp item), Tyranny 25L tuesday outfit's skin Dinah in Fall Wheat Bares(3).

Sunday, December 20, 2009

it's fairly easy being green

mmmph. love is's catered radio streams. i am feeling snowed in and soulful with otis and pals. not blue but green. and there is tons of green to be had lately. enjoy your holidays, holy days, and unholy ones too.

worn: Riddle group gift jacket/sweater combo, Tuli Eva skin in exclusive group gift makeup, Stitch by Stitch advent snowflake ring (with pink particles that will annoy anyone anywhere you go! yay, added bonus!), Artilleri previous group gift pink polkadot scarf, [Atomic] previous group gift Creepy Josie hair in Ghoul, ~Scribble~ group gift tiny antlers.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

this is the long distance call

the way the camera follows us in slow-mo
the way we look to a song
the way we look to a distant constellation that's dying in the corner of the sky
these are the days of miracle and wonder, and don't cry baby, don't cry.

worn: ~Scribble~ lodge sweater (50L friday owl), Pididdle starlust trash hunt kill or be killed gloves in plum, Vive9 lucky chair Demi [light] Frosting skin, freebie Adjunct argyle bubble pipe (girlz), Clawtooth Play it Again Sam hair in coffee with cream, Exodi Look Into My....Rainbows (purple) eyes from lucky chair, +*Jill*+ free leggings, previous holiday gift hooded scarf from Argrace.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

hand me my leather

oh god, could it be the weather?
oh god, why am i here?
if love isn't forever
and it's not the weather...

worn: INDI Designs Donna (b) complete advent outfit, [Atomic] Amour Heels in black, L. Fauna preview Lapine snowflake skin (w/bodysuit) 50L friday last weekend, lamb. Witch hair in mango also 50L friday item, for bad cal gals (whip), past group gift.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

don't go chasing [her]

i seen a rainbow yesterday
but too many storms have come
leaving a trace of not one god given ray
is it because my life is ten shades of gray?
i pray all ten fade away
seldom praise him for the sunny days
and like his promise is true
only my faith can undo
the many chances i blew
to bring my life to a new
clear blue and unconditional skies
have dried the tears from my eyes
no more lonely cries

my only bleeding hope is for the folk who can't cope
with such an enduring pain that it keeps 'em in the pouring rain
who's to blame for tootin' 'caine into your own vein
what a shame you shoot and aim for someone else's brain
you claim the insane and name this day in time
for falling prey to crime
i say the system got you victim to your own mind
dreams are hopeless aspirations
in hopes of coming true
believe in yourself, the rest is up to me and you.

worn: rebel-x black swan dress, deviant kitties hair, tyranny skin, plastik tattoo, lazy places hentai heels.

Monday, December 7, 2009

this is not another girls meets boy

fall's over. proceed straight to hell. do not pass go. do not collect 200 lindens.

love, love is like a stubborn youth
that you'd rather just deny
i'm walking on a broken roof
while i'm looking at the sky

Nightshade-Hotaru dress in fall
Rotten Toe-Jane-pale skin group gift
rbcg. antlers
Deviant Kitties Savannah hair Swedish
LOVE tattoo - collar bone from Ms. Marleen Vaughan, maybe, if you ask nicely. and have cats.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

creep (yes, it's me again, and i'm back)

the 23rd of loneliness
and we don't talk like we used to do
now it seems pretty strange, but i'm not buggin'
cuz i still feel the same

i keep giving loving 'till the day he pushes me away
never go astray
if he knew the things i did he couldn't handle it
and i choose to keep him protected

Beetlebones BB*bubbly silk dress in sweat pea [sic]
>Truth< previous group gift boots foxley
duboo leggings gift
risusipo chipmunk backpack previous hunt gift
Tiny Bird hair Girl Anachronism
*UB* mouth nom Toasty
Mother Goose's Rebecca skine-LB [sic]

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

somewhere we've never been

pages turning
lights are burning
see what you could not see
it's plain as the day
the night makes you pay
for what was hidden underneath

longing to leave
but begging to feel that
something will make you stay
gotta believe that this all leads
to somewhere we've never been

we won't run
we can fight
all that keeps us up at night
there is far to go now
in denial

happiness count: day 1. let's see how this goes. let's not waste a minute more of our lives.
things worn that make me happy:
leezu subo gift scarf
rotten toe angie glam skin 1L
elate! tuli dress in navy
wretched dollies chewed candy cane